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Monday, December 31, 2007
gee.. today is the last day of the yr.
and im sick.
really like ill with fllu and sore throat.
Thats the reason why im stuck home making silly lists again etc instead of going out or sth.
well, it seems like 2007 really passed by very quickly, not as i expected.
im just glad i've made good use of the year and made some changes to life in RV.
sec 3 and 4 were the most enjoyable years i had in rv, partly because of some nice teachers but most importantly, MY TWIN N FAMILY.
yeah~
MY FAMILY:
1] Twin - yanru
2] Twin - mi
3] JieJie- zhenyu
4] JieFu- zhehang
5] AhMu - yanting
6] PaPa - d.lim(maths)
7] PaPa (of yawn) - yangjin
8] Dad - jingchuen
9] Mum - shengyang
10] AhMa - evonne
11] AhGong - wuzun
12] PET hamster - fanghui
13] PET chicken - jiangwei
14] PET grass - chouyin
15] PET grass's qmzm - hongkuang
16] PET bamboo - yizhu
* qmzm is a term used by da shen as short form of qing mei zhu ma.
wahh, this sure is a big family..
and hence found e guilty of RulE/Line/Whatever no.82a) of HOW GIRLS WASTE THEIR TIME.
Quote: "82. a) Forming families with a mother, father, brother, sister, hubby, darling, maid, pet turtle, pet dog, pet cat, neighbour, sister in law and brother in law and such because they were emotionally abused as children and need a support network, where one's role is dependent on one's looks/behavior/sexual orientation. Eg dogs whine and cats are annoying."
haha. its really interesting and true..recommended by shen when we were bored during my bdae party.(that was before we realise teddy bear puppet gay shows are fun)
oh, so here comes my new year resolution.
i think hardly anyone else makes this anymore.
its kinda like extinct or sth?
2008 new yr resolution:
1] have more confidence in myself
2] no sleeping in classes anymore
3] no rushing of homework or exams at the last last minute
4] be more alert
5] be less prone to colds, flu AND SORE THROAT(which means more healthy-_-)
6] more tolerance
7] less whining and complaining
8] less yelling(whether at home or at sch)
9] calmer personality
10] more mature (... .)
11] less materialistic
(not that i am anyway but ever since dashen mentioned it recently,
i guess i should have that in my list too)
12] be nicer to frens (for eg. stop teasing shen about lei jia wang or gays)
13] get GOOD results
14] 100% attendance in art classes n CCA (hopefully)
15] make more frens n stay in contact with old ones..LOL
16] set up a family in new school
17] be more gentle n kind to my bro (if he does that to me as well)
18] read a wider variety of books or mag
19] ( i hate to say.. but its true) lose weight
20] (look, im only adding this cuz i want a 20 for this list okay?) get a bf.
crap.
cant believe what i added but really, dont take everything i said so seriously..
hmmmm.. i guess i really enjoyed 2007 a LOT...
and hope that 2008 will be even better=)
*pls pls pls let it be better... haha*
OH! and some nice videos here. DAMN FARNY!!!
well, the first one isnt. the second one is!
-_-
see what i mean.
one comment : -_=
and im sick.
really like ill with fllu and sore throat.
Thats the reason why im stuck home making silly lists again etc instead of going out or sth.
well, it seems like 2007 really passed by very quickly, not as i expected.
im just glad i've made good use of the year and made some changes to life in RV.
sec 3 and 4 were the most enjoyable years i had in rv, partly because of some nice teachers but most importantly, MY TWIN N FAMILY.
yeah~
MY FAMILY:
1] Twin - yanru
2] Twin - mi
3] JieJie- zhenyu
4] JieFu- zhehang
5] AhMu - yanting
6] PaPa - d.lim(maths)
7] PaPa (of yawn) - yangjin
8] Dad - jingchuen
9] Mum - shengyang
10] AhMa - evonne
11] AhGong - wuzun
12] PET hamster - fanghui
13] PET chicken - jiangwei
14] PET grass - chouyin
15] PET grass's qmzm - hongkuang
16] PET bamboo - yizhu
* qmzm is a term used by da shen as short form of qing mei zhu ma.
wahh, this sure is a big family..
and hence found e guilty of RulE/Line/Whatever no.82a) of HOW GIRLS WASTE THEIR TIME.
Quote: "82. a) Forming families with a mother, father, brother, sister, hubby, darling, maid, pet turtle, pet dog, pet cat, neighbour, sister in law and brother in law and such because they were emotionally abused as children and need a support network, where one's role is dependent on one's looks/behavior/sexual orientation. Eg dogs whine and cats are annoying."
haha. its really interesting and true..recommended by shen when we were bored during my bdae party.(that was before we realise teddy bear puppet gay shows are fun)
oh, so here comes my new year resolution.
i think hardly anyone else makes this anymore.
its kinda like extinct or sth?
2008 new yr resolution:
1] have more confidence in myself
2] no sleeping in classes anymore
3] no rushing of homework or exams at the last last minute
4] be more alert
5] be less prone to colds, flu AND SORE THROAT(which means more healthy-_-)
6] more tolerance
7] less whining and complaining
8] less yelling(whether at home or at sch)
9] calmer personality
10] more mature (... .)
11] less materialistic
(not that i am anyway but ever since dashen mentioned it recently,
i guess i should have that in my list too)
12] be nicer to frens (for eg. stop teasing shen about lei jia wang or gays)
13] get GOOD results
14] 100% attendance in art classes n CCA (hopefully)
15] make more frens n stay in contact with old ones..LOL
16] set up a family in new school
17] be more gentle n kind to my bro (if he does that to me as well)
18] read a wider variety of books or mag
19] ( i hate to say.. but its true) lose weight
20] (look, im only adding this cuz i want a 20 for this list okay?) get a bf.
crap.
cant believe what i added but really, dont take everything i said so seriously..
hmmmm.. i guess i really enjoyed 2007 a LOT...
and hope that 2008 will be even better=)
*pls pls pls let it be better... haha*
OH! and some nice videos here. DAMN FARNY!!!
well, the first one isnt. the second one is!
-_-
see what i mean.
one comment : -_=
Sunday, December 30, 2007
whoosh~~~~~
and gone was my bdae partae~~~!!!
i shant pretend its the same without qiao n matt around but w/o them its still fun. esp with shen and her teddy-puppet-gay show.
Soooo entertaining~~
oh and thanks for the lovely and funny presents.
DA SHEN! your oh-soh glittery letter was so damn glittery and "influential"
my whole hand was glittering after reading it can? but still, i love u! and the lollipop!~~
and gone was my bdae partae~~~!!!
i shant pretend its the same without qiao n matt around but w/o them its still fun. esp with shen and her teddy-puppet-gay show.
Soooo entertaining~~
oh and thanks for the lovely and funny presents.
DA SHEN! your oh-soh glittery letter was so damn glittery and "influential"
my whole hand was glittering after reading it can? but still, i love u! and the lollipop!~~
the BIG lolly~ 
MY collection of teddies~ the ugliest and the biggest is george de actually=)
and yawn's teddy=)
SO TEDDY!!
and thnx bei lah~
and all the aunties and uncles lalala for the ang baos..
haix~ i love bdaes..
maybe not so much now bah..
cuz im gonna be seventeen SOON!!! and 17 is like so old.
okay, but it is the very legal and approperiate age to read the seventeen magazine.
HA HA.
ZZzzZzZzZ.. i was going to upload the teddy-gay video BUT failed.
next time bah~~~ yay!! thnx guys for coming to moi party! will try to get u all the return gift larh, if i could.. haix. zzzz.. argh... sch starting..
Thursday, December 27, 2007
gosh. i guess hard work does pay off.
Been a really sweet girl these days and had done a great job cleaning up my room.
not those regular cleaning up i do once a week or something but really severe room revamp.
basically, i cant even recognise my own room.
it used to be filled with stacks of books, empty glasses and raggy shoulderbags..
but now, i've scrubbed and soaked everybit of my room AND all u can find in my room are teddy bears, magazines, shelves of neatly arranged books and marbles(used purposely as decorations).
Totally ready for my birthday bash!
(is that how they say it?)
well, maybe not MY birthday PARTY..
cuz the only same-age-group friends i'm allowed to invite are da shen, mx and yawn.
pathetic?
maybe but there's really gonna be a lot of guest (mainly my parents' frens):
1] mx
2] dashen
3] yawn
4] matthew's family w/o matt
5] hansen's family w/o hansen
6] mx's family
7] father's good fren's family whose son(9yrs old) de name i cant rmb)
total number of ppl squashed up in my house (including moi family) = 18.
man. my house's not big alright, but i do want to invite more of my friends.
maybe i should just surrender the house to them and retreat to the playground downstairs and have my party. then i could invite more ppl.
but really, it would be much better if matt n Qiao werent away..
really hoped to see da shen put mascara on a screaming qiao someday again=)
well, we could always have some girly talks in my room (boring)
speaking of that..
here's my list of things to do i made recently:
THINGS TO DO BEFORE U GET BORED TO DEATH
1] Clean ROOM
2] Plan bdae party
3] Crack the password to this com
4] Download songs
5] watch I AM LEGEND
6] THink about JC life
7] make boring lists like this
8] trying to rmb all my frens' bdae by heart..
9] read more books and even more books.
zzz...
haix. so far, it seems that my life's still okay, to some extend.
oh, anyway, I AM LEGEND's good. but i dunt really like sad endings where the lead dies.
oh, and there's really a whole bunch of voldermort-look-a-like inside there.
cool.
O.o
speaking about I AM LEGEND, i think im really suffering form brain atrophy.
Symptoms of brain atrophy:
1] Inability to get involved in logical conversations
(scenario : on the bus)
ME: Do u think will smith is shuaier or nicolas cage?
Yawn & Uncle(her new bf) : Will smith lah.
ME: so i shud watch I AM LEGEND then...
uncle: duhh, National Treasure is like so (dunno what word he use)
ME: hmmm..
uncle: if i were Will smith inside the story hor, i wouldnt go fighting the monsters.. SInce the monsters only come out at night, i'll go and steal a whole lot of xbox and games in the day and play them at night.. safely at home.
Yawn: yah... that's true..
ME: *deep thought and fantasizing about being the only person on earth*
*yawn n uncle continues their conversation*
ME: AH! then i will go to the bank and get my hands on as much money as i can.. credit cards...
Uncle & Yawn: *arched their eyebrows*
Me: ?
Uncle & Yawn: WHy do u need money for?
---------------------------------------
2] Reduced speed of analysing situations
(scenario: mrt station at harbour front)
*train entering the station*
Mx: wah. so many ppl..
ME: crap. ya lor.
ME: But dun worry la, im sure a lot of them will alight de..
Mx: ... (mumbles sth)
Me: see... (board the train)
Mx: of course a lot of people will alight.. it's the last station.
------------------------------------------------
3] inability to control your mouth
(scenario: on the way to mrs soh's house)
ME: eh bei! u know last time i saw someone who looks really like u on the bus!
Mx: really?
ME: yah. the backview la~ same kind of straighted hair, burnt skin skimpy clothes, big shoulder bags..got two somemore! like two twins~
Mx: chey.
ME: BUT.. BUT i was thinking hor, if u were there, it would be three twins leh!!!
Mx: .... !!!!!!!! three twins!
ME: HAHAHAH.. three twins.. oh gosh.. what three twins lah! TRIPLETS.
MX: LOL! yah, three twins = six.. rmb?
ME: crap.
---------------------------------------------------
4] inability to control emotions and voice box(crap, i cant rmb voicebox's scientific name!!!).
(no need scenarios to prove it. i just screamed more than four times during the screening of I AM LEGEND. and i realised nobody else had screamed.. -_-)
5] hallucinating about being stuck on earth alone at night n getting chased by voldermort's siblings
6] scaring myself with thoughts mentioned in 5] and hence unable to sleep.
7] inability to recognise english words. im doomed
(scenario: parting ways outside pop)
ME: Vick chou doesnt look like himself!
Yawn: yah lor!!
Me: like qiu zhe!!
Yawn: YAH!!!
Uncle: Nvr see its commercial on tv leh..
Yawn (pointedly): cuz its only out next year.... -_-
ME: I wonder why its called Ling Er when its Chinese name is Hu Die Fei...
Yawn & Uncle: LING ER??? i thot its supposed to be " linger "???
ME:OH NO..
8] making ultra murderously sweet brownies without knowing it.
9] melting marshmellows in the microwave (see picture below.)
10] LISTENING TO A NO BRAINER/ MX's advice!!!!
how dumb can i get??
btw, the marshmallow n brownie thing was really a disaster in the end.
luckily we cleaned up just in time before half the ants existing on the earth decided to migrate to my house.
the marshmallow incident was really mx's fault!! lol. we decided it would be nice if we melt some marchmallow and decorate our brownies with it. ao, i got a handful and put them into the bowl. BUT, mx felt that it was too little, so she stuffed the whole bowl with marshmallow right to the brim.
and BOOM. the second after we shut the microwave, the bowl was overflowing with marshmallow as big as half your fist.
really.
anyway, it was still an enjoyable and adventurous christmas eve..
gotta go, i thought dad was really nice just now.. but now, he's back to usual now.
sheesh... gd bye to my com...
p.s. sorry shen i really dunno how to comfort u about your choir incident. anyway, good luck if u really are auditting for choir in RJ=)
Been a really sweet girl these days and had done a great job cleaning up my room.
not those regular cleaning up i do once a week or something but really severe room revamp.
basically, i cant even recognise my own room.
it used to be filled with stacks of books, empty glasses and raggy shoulderbags..
but now, i've scrubbed and soaked everybit of my room AND all u can find in my room are teddy bears, magazines, shelves of neatly arranged books and marbles(used purposely as decorations).
Totally ready for my birthday bash!
(is that how they say it?)
well, maybe not MY birthday PARTY..
cuz the only same-age-group friends i'm allowed to invite are da shen, mx and yawn.
pathetic?
maybe but there's really gonna be a lot of guest (mainly my parents' frens):
1] mx
2] dashen
3] yawn
4] matthew's family w/o matt
5] hansen's family w/o hansen
6] mx's family
7] father's good fren's family whose son(9yrs old) de name i cant rmb)
total number of ppl squashed up in my house (including moi family) = 18.
man. my house's not big alright, but i do want to invite more of my friends.
maybe i should just surrender the house to them and retreat to the playground downstairs and have my party. then i could invite more ppl.
but really, it would be much better if matt n Qiao werent away..
really hoped to see da shen put mascara on a screaming qiao someday again=)
well, we could always have some girly talks in my room (boring)
speaking of that..
here's my list of things to do i made recently:
THINGS TO DO BEFORE U GET BORED TO DEATH
2] Plan bdae party
3] Crack the password to this com
4] Download songs
6] THink about JC life
7] make boring lists like this
8] trying to rmb all my frens' bdae by heart..
9] read more books and even more books.
zzz...
haix. so far, it seems that my life's still okay, to some extend.
oh, anyway, I AM LEGEND's good. but i dunt really like sad endings where the lead dies.
oh, and there's really a whole bunch of voldermort-look-a-like inside there.
cool.
O.o
speaking about I AM LEGEND, i think im really suffering form brain atrophy.
Symptoms of brain atrophy:
1] Inability to get involved in logical conversations
(scenario : on the bus)
ME: Do u think will smith is shuaier or nicolas cage?
Yawn & Uncle(her new bf) : Will smith lah.
ME: so i shud watch I AM LEGEND then...
uncle: duhh, National Treasure is like so (dunno what word he use)
ME: hmmm..
uncle: if i were Will smith inside the story hor, i wouldnt go fighting the monsters.. SInce the monsters only come out at night, i'll go and steal a whole lot of xbox and games in the day and play them at night.. safely at home.
Yawn: yah... that's true..
ME: *deep thought and fantasizing about being the only person on earth*
*yawn n uncle continues their conversation*
ME: AH! then i will go to the bank and get my hands on as much money as i can.. credit cards...
Uncle & Yawn: *arched their eyebrows*
Me: ?
Uncle & Yawn: WHy do u need money for?
---------------------------------------
2] Reduced speed of analysing situations
(scenario: mrt station at harbour front)
*train entering the station*
Mx: wah. so many ppl..
ME: crap. ya lor.
ME: But dun worry la, im sure a lot of them will alight de..
Mx: ... (mumbles sth)
Me: see... (board the train)
Mx: of course a lot of people will alight.. it's the last station.
------------------------------------------------
3] inability to control your mouth
(scenario: on the way to mrs soh's house)
ME: eh bei! u know last time i saw someone who looks really like u on the bus!
Mx: really?
ME: yah. the backview la~ same kind of straighted hair, burnt skin skimpy clothes, big shoulder bags..got two somemore! like two twins~
Mx: chey.
ME: BUT.. BUT i was thinking hor, if u were there, it would be three twins leh!!!
Mx: .... !!!!!!!! three twins!
ME: HAHAHAH.. three twins.. oh gosh.. what three twins lah! TRIPLETS.
MX: LOL! yah, three twins = six.. rmb?
ME: crap.
---------------------------------------------------
4] inability to control emotions and voice box(crap, i cant rmb voicebox's scientific name!!!).
(no need scenarios to prove it. i just screamed more than four times during the screening of I AM LEGEND. and i realised nobody else had screamed.. -_-)
5] hallucinating about being stuck on earth alone at night n getting chased by voldermort's siblings
6] scaring myself with thoughts mentioned in 5] and hence unable to sleep.
7] inability to recognise english words. im doomed
(scenario: parting ways outside pop)
ME: Vick chou doesnt look like himself!
Yawn: yah lor!!
Me: like qiu zhe!!
Yawn: YAH!!!
Uncle: Nvr see its commercial on tv leh..
Yawn (pointedly): cuz its only out next year.... -_-
ME: I wonder why its called Ling Er when its Chinese name is Hu Die Fei...
Yawn & Uncle: LING ER??? i thot its supposed to be " linger "???
ME:OH NO..
8] making ultra murderously sweet brownies without knowing it.
9] melting marshmellows in the microwave (see picture below.)
10] LISTENING TO A NO BRAINER/ MX's advice!!!!
how dumb can i get??
btw, the marshmallow n brownie thing was really a disaster in the end.
luckily we cleaned up just in time before half the ants existing on the earth decided to migrate to my house.
the marshmallow incident was really mx's fault!! lol. we decided it would be nice if we melt some marchmallow and decorate our brownies with it. ao, i got a handful and put them into the bowl. BUT, mx felt that it was too little, so she stuffed the whole bowl with marshmallow right to the brim.
and BOOM. the second after we shut the microwave, the bowl was overflowing with marshmallow as big as half your fist.
really.
anyway, it was still an enjoyable and adventurous christmas eve..
gotta go, i thought dad was really nice just now.. but now, he's back to usual now.
sheesh... gd bye to my com...
p.s. sorry shen i really dunno how to comfort u about your choir incident. anyway, good luck if u really are auditting for choir in RJ=)
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
hehe, finally had the chance to go online lerh!
firstly, yes, sorry to da shen again.
i really didnt know my dad was going to leave george under my care..
i thot i tooka leave but he still had to go back to his office for some urgent matters to settle.
sorry la..
my bdae that day i give u a kiss okay=)
lol.
oh and i finally realise...
the plum chicken is ONLY available at Lot 1.
I went there with yawn ytd and after some window shopping and squishing of some out of shape pooh bears, we went down to get some tidbits.
i thot the plum thing was like only for one period, but i was wrong! no~ only lot de shilin whatever store has!!
-_-
BUT, its seems like the queue was SO short the bloody man who serve us forgot to put the bloody plum seasonings. BLOODY.
what is his problem? we were their only customer and we had to wait for erm.. fifteen mins.. and in the end, we get to eat unspicy chicken with a lot of pepper.
( i tot there was plum seasoning so i asked him to go easy on the chilli powder)
X_x
oh then after hanging out with yawn, i headed to mx's house!!!
Had some mincedmeatpies(made by mx's mum) and went to mx's room to play com. We were chatting about random stuffs, then dunno why talked about harry potter.. OH, cuz i was browsing thru her photos then found some pics of happry potter(and pals).lol
then she showed me this
damn CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha, got more on youtube larh..
oh, then we started to watch this guy, who created potter puppet pals, de video.
lol! he oso very cute AND funny!!!!!!
lol. now both mx n i are crazy over him liaox.
as in, im more crazy about the videos; but i think mx is more crazy over the guy.
HAHAHA~ HUA CHI!!!!
pls la, he's not that cute actually..
firstly, yes, sorry to da shen again.
i really didnt know my dad was going to leave george under my care..
i thot i tooka leave but he still had to go back to his office for some urgent matters to settle.
sorry la..
my bdae that day i give u a kiss okay=)
lol.
oh and i finally realise...
the plum chicken is ONLY available at Lot 1.
I went there with yawn ytd and after some window shopping and squishing of some out of shape pooh bears, we went down to get some tidbits.
i thot the plum thing was like only for one period, but i was wrong! no~ only lot de shilin whatever store has!!
-_-
BUT, its seems like the queue was SO short the bloody man who serve us forgot to put the bloody plum seasonings. BLOODY.
what is his problem? we were their only customer and we had to wait for erm.. fifteen mins.. and in the end, we get to eat unspicy chicken with a lot of pepper.
( i tot there was plum seasoning so i asked him to go easy on the chilli powder)
X_x
oh then after hanging out with yawn, i headed to mx's house!!!
Had some mincedmeatpies(made by mx's mum) and went to mx's room to play com. We were chatting about random stuffs, then dunno why talked about harry potter.. OH, cuz i was browsing thru her photos then found some pics of happry potter(and pals).lol
then she showed me this
damn CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha, got more on youtube larh..
oh, then we started to watch this guy, who created potter puppet pals, de video.
lol! he oso very cute AND funny!!!!!!
lol. now both mx n i are crazy over him liaox.
as in, im more crazy about the videos; but i think mx is more crazy over the guy.
HAHAHA~ HUA CHI!!!!
pls la, he's not that cute actually..
Monday, December 17, 2007
I've just completed another novel.
This one, totally different from the rest of the novels i've read, left a very deep impression on me.
In fact, I had tears hanging in my tears throughout the whole process while i was reading. I'm not sure why my emotions were so triggered by this book but, well, its a good read=]
It's about a girl who's both parents just died in a car crash lately and had to live with her elder sister.
I dunno, but after reading this story, i felt that everything around me suddenly became as precious as never before. AS for the silly things that usually bothered me a lot, they now seemed to me like peanuts. (lol. i love using peanuts as examples)
Life, which i always take for granted for, became something that is very treasured.
One quote from the book: " WHat could be worst? At least you are not dead."
When you are alive, you still have something called chances. YOu have chances to earn back the money you lost. You still have chance to say sorry to the ones you've hurt. YOu still have chance to love the ones who loved. And you have the chance to improve yourself and your life.
But once you lost life, you lost everything. All the small things that revolves around your life doesnt matter much anymore. ALl those things that seemed so important to you wouldnt be anymore.
okok... this sounds too serious, eh?
but really, after reading this book, i felt more grown up. More used to life and its harsh realities. I felt so pampered, sheltered from all the things in life. THis house, this family and everything. ALl the things i have, i've always taken them for grante, mostly. But well, we all do, at least at some point of times..
Oh well, but life is not about all this depressing stuff. Once you get over with this, life is really enjoyable i guess=)) Esp with love.
LOL.
ah, now jc life seemed not so haunting and scary liaoz. what could be worst?
i think this story will keep reminding me that nothing could be worse than being dead.
so, yup! looking forward to JC! HOPE everyone will be doing the same~!
lol. and eugenia fyi, im going nj but just hope i wont get kicked out lorh~
p.s. i love to read. SHould go back to kidsread someday again.
P.p.s OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. i cant believe what qiao has turned into!!! he looked so different!!! he look so .... old~...
^ ^
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This one, totally different from the rest of the novels i've read, left a very deep impression on me.
In fact, I had tears hanging in my tears throughout the whole process while i was reading. I'm not sure why my emotions were so triggered by this book but, well, its a good read=]
It's about a girl who's both parents just died in a car crash lately and had to live with her elder sister.
I dunno, but after reading this story, i felt that everything around me suddenly became as precious as never before. AS for the silly things that usually bothered me a lot, they now seemed to me like peanuts. (lol. i love using peanuts as examples)
Life, which i always take for granted for, became something that is very treasured.
One quote from the book: " WHat could be worst? At least you are not dead."
When you are alive, you still have something called chances. YOu have chances to earn back the money you lost. You still have chance to say sorry to the ones you've hurt. YOu still have chance to love the ones who loved. And you have the chance to improve yourself and your life.
But once you lost life, you lost everything. All the small things that revolves around your life doesnt matter much anymore. ALl those things that seemed so important to you wouldnt be anymore.
okok... this sounds too serious, eh?
but really, after reading this book, i felt more grown up. More used to life and its harsh realities. I felt so pampered, sheltered from all the things in life. THis house, this family and everything. ALl the things i have, i've always taken them for grante, mostly. But well, we all do, at least at some point of times..
Oh well, but life is not about all this depressing stuff. Once you get over with this, life is really enjoyable i guess=)) Esp with love.
LOL.
ah, now jc life seemed not so haunting and scary liaoz. what could be worst?
i think this story will keep reminding me that nothing could be worse than being dead.
so, yup! looking forward to JC! HOPE everyone will be doing the same~!
lol. and eugenia fyi, im going nj but just hope i wont get kicked out lorh~
p.s. i love to read. SHould go back to kidsread someday again.
P.p.s OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. i cant believe what qiao has turned into!!! he looked so different!!! he look so .... old~...
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Friday, December 14, 2007
lalala~
mx is gonna be back TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*excited* *excited*
And Sorry to dear shen : dad was really not happy when i told him i was going out for lunch.. BUT, there's always my bdae party to look forward to.. eventhough ur "hair-raising sweetheart" cannot make it lo..
muahahaha~
haix da shen, didnt know u like xiao di di with hair that stands worx *hint* *hint*
anyway, i went to orchard road to dou feng with my family ytd night..
check out the decorations! Its cool... but, just lacks sth i feel..
Kind of different from last few years,slighty. BUT, haix, i just miss the decorations like about 5 yrs ago or sth. Maybe they ran out of ideas bah.
lol, oh!
we went to The Centre Point and dunno why i suddenly felt very uncomfortable.
Maybe because i thought that was a possibility of meeting some unexpected ppl bah, such as past physics teacher or sth.. Made me a bit anxious but that was really just my imagination i guess.. Didnt spot anyone familiar there. PHEW.
hmmm.. and i realise mum trust my taste better now! Usually when i shove a piece of shirt into her hands she would most probably go : " No, that's too flowery" or " What? Is that for you feet?"
haha, but now she will accept obediently instead of turning away from those long teeshirts or quirky tops i push to her =)
She almost bougt a top actualy, but due to time constrain, the shopping mall was closing with two mins or sth. But she liked it=)
oh~ and while we shop, i was telling mum about KFC and yawn( apparently i have no idea how they link with one another either).. here's the conversation:
Me: we went to KFC tgt after shopping at suntec
(oh, i rmb. i was telling mum about clothes then suntec then lunch then KFC then yawn)
Mum: Yan ru looks very obedient=]
Me: Yah, better than someone.(lol) sometimes i feel she always hu4 zhe4 wo3. like everything always have it my way...
Mum: That's what friends should be ma.. If not everytime qi fu ni ma?
Me: *nods vigorously* yah lor yah lor~ and everytime mi and yawn go out to eat, i ask her to carry the food tray she will agree leh!
Mum: *raise an eyebrow*
Me: then i realise after sometime, she will automaticaly carry the tray while i linger behind with our wallets and hp.
Mum: .... ppl nt lazy like you ..
Me: NO! when i ask her, she say she scared i spill the food then she'll have to go hungry ....yadah yadah..
Mum: -_-
ok. i know im lame but i guess its right u know.
frens are not there u make u feel bad about yourself.
in fact frens are there to make u happy, protect u.
=)
okok, before this gets very sendimental, let's move on.
whew, JC is stomping right this way... and, im kinda worried.
what if i meet ppl like in lower sec that time.
okay, maybe shen's right, ppl become more mature...
but, there are still exceptionals right, judging from past experience *hint* *hint*
oh well.
no need to worry now. two more weeks to go....
JIA YOU!
lalalalA~
yay!
DA SHEN! u rock!
p.s yawn... come back from genting!! T.T haix, nobody pei wo go that fashion to try on clothes like siao and get bai yan(rolled eyes) by the salesgirl...siannnn
mx is gonna be back TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*excited* *excited*
And Sorry to dear shen : dad was really not happy when i told him i was going out for lunch.. BUT, there's always my bdae party to look forward to.. eventhough ur "hair-raising sweetheart" cannot make it lo..
muahahaha~
haix da shen, didnt know u like xiao di di with hair that stands worx *hint* *hint*
anyway, i went to orchard road to dou feng with my family ytd night..
check out the decorations! Its cool... but, just lacks sth i feel..
Kind of different from last few years,slighty. BUT, haix, i just miss the decorations like about 5 yrs ago or sth. Maybe they ran out of ideas bah.
lol, oh!
we went to The Centre Point and dunno why i suddenly felt very uncomfortable.
Maybe because i thought that was a possibility of meeting some unexpected ppl bah, such as past physics teacher or sth.. Made me a bit anxious but that was really just my imagination i guess.. Didnt spot anyone familiar there. PHEW.
hmmm.. and i realise mum trust my taste better now! Usually when i shove a piece of shirt into her hands she would most probably go : " No, that's too flowery" or " What? Is that for you feet?"
haha, but now she will accept obediently instead of turning away from those long teeshirts or quirky tops i push to her =)
She almost bougt a top actualy, but due to time constrain, the shopping mall was closing with two mins or sth. But she liked it=)
oh~ and while we shop, i was telling mum about KFC and yawn( apparently i have no idea how they link with one another either).. here's the conversation:
Me: we went to KFC tgt after shopping at suntec
(oh, i rmb. i was telling mum about clothes then suntec then lunch then KFC then yawn)
Mum: Yan ru looks very obedient=]
Me: Yah, better than someone.(lol) sometimes i feel she always hu4 zhe4 wo3. like everything always have it my way...
Mum: That's what friends should be ma.. If not everytime qi fu ni ma?
Me: *nods vigorously* yah lor yah lor~ and everytime mi and yawn go out to eat, i ask her to carry the food tray she will agree leh!
Mum: *raise an eyebrow*
Me: then i realise after sometime, she will automaticaly carry the tray while i linger behind with our wallets and hp.
Mum: .... ppl nt lazy like you ..
Me: NO! when i ask her, she say she scared i spill the food then she'll have to go hungry ....yadah yadah..
Mum: -_-
ok. i know im lame but i guess its right u know.
frens are not there u make u feel bad about yourself.
in fact frens are there to make u happy, protect u.
=)
okok, before this gets very sendimental, let's move on.
whew, JC is stomping right this way... and, im kinda worried.
what if i meet ppl like in lower sec that time.
okay, maybe shen's right, ppl become more mature...
but, there are still exceptionals right, judging from past experience *hint* *hint*
oh well.
no need to worry now. two more weeks to go....
JIA YOU!
lalalalA~
yay!
DA SHEN! u rock!
p.s yawn... come back from genting!! T.T haix, nobody pei wo go that fashion to try on clothes like siao and get bai yan(rolled eyes) by the salesgirl...siannnn
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
I was really pissed off.
Because i really wanted to post this and yet dad was like: Okay.
then, later her said: " NO. go tidy up ur bedroom."
mum said: " Been out for a whole day rite? look at your room.."
WHAT? what's wrong with it?
i was kinda in a rush when i left the house so my makeup bag was left open on my bed.
my cupboard drawers had one of it opened.. some library books lying on the study table.
A stack of seventeen mag on my side drawer.
what's wrong?
then i moved everything back to where they should be in within a minute and asked for the com again. Dad was like: so fasT? i need to check.
So i rolled my eyes and said forget it.
okay, maybe i screamed a bit and banged my drawers.. zzz.. but i was really pissed cuz all i want was an hour or so online and what? first they agreed that after i wash the dished i can use...
okok... shant rant. this is getting no where.
what's more, me and dad just he hao.. so, yup, i still love him=)
well,
as i was saying, this few days i've been trying to write some story
but really, i started on paragraph and gave up.
maybe too long nvr write stories le ba, really got no ling gan.
so, i pick up my chinese library books to do some serious readings.
(those english one are erh.. not very useful)
then, icame across this short story..
(i translated it into english because couldnt be bother to type chinese)
" Long ago, there was an angel named ANGELATIN(it sounds like that in chinese apparently) who came upon our world due to his broken wing. A little girl whose eyes are clear as water, found him, saved him and nursed him back to normal again. As the angel was about to depart this world, he asked the little girl: " What wish do you have?"
The little girl didnt ponder for very long , smiled and said : " I wish i could marry you, angel."
Twenty years later, Angelatin decided to find this little girl who saved him and hence came down to earth again.
However, no matter how he search the little town, he couldnt find her. Then, a man on the streets pointed to a building and said to him : " You can find her there."
The man tricked him.
It was a brothel he pointed to and all Angelatin found was a prostitute named Sorita.
SOrita asked the angel to stay and he agreed.
After sometime, someone else told him that if he wanted to find the little girl, he could put up notices and pass out flyers so that by some luck, the girl may see it.
Writing notices and flyers requires pen but the angel knew nothing of the thing called "pen". Sorita then told him he could get a feather and dip the tip of the feather into ink and that would be his pen.
SO, deep into the night, the angel spread out his wings, bit his lips and pluck out a feather from his wings. It was painful, but he didnt mind. That night, he worte many flyers and notices.
However, the next morning, just as he wanted to write more notices, he realised his feather was gone.
Sorita then informed him that the feather was so beautiful she sold it and got 10 dollars in return.
The angel was angry but there was nothing he could do. Again, that night, he pluck another feather from his wings and continued to write his flyers.
Days passed, Angelatin would pluck out a feather at night and SOrita will sell it the very next day. The price of the feather went so high it reached 2000 dollars.
AT last,the angel had only one feather left. He was determine not to let the greedy and evil Sorita have this last feather and sell it.
Thus, he ran away. But, he could fly. EVen though he is an angel, he could no longer return to heaven anymore.
After a very long time, someone in a flowershop spoke about the angel.
He said that he found an angel lying dead in the forest nearby. The angel had wings but no feathers. Sorita was there too. Upon hearing this, she said carelessly: So? When i was five, i even rescued an angle and ask if i could marry him. when he left, i could see his huge wings spread out, snow white and full of beautiful feathers.."
The rest laughed at her because nobody believed what she said.
Sorita smiled faintly, her eyes flashed with a sense of reminiscence and clarity, just like the little girl's eyes, clear as water. But that was only for a split second.
" It's true.." She said in her heart.
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Because i really wanted to post this and yet dad was like: Okay.
then, later her said: " NO. go tidy up ur bedroom."
mum said: " Been out for a whole day rite? look at your room.."
WHAT? what's wrong with it?
i was kinda in a rush when i left the house so my makeup bag was left open on my bed.
my cupboard drawers had one of it opened.. some library books lying on the study table.
A stack of seventeen mag on my side drawer.
what's wrong?
then i moved everything back to where they should be in within a minute and asked for the com again. Dad was like: so fasT? i need to check.
So i rolled my eyes and said forget it.
okay, maybe i screamed a bit and banged my drawers.. zzz.. but i was really pissed cuz all i want was an hour or so online and what? first they agreed that after i wash the dished i can use...
okok... shant rant. this is getting no where.
what's more, me and dad just he hao.. so, yup, i still love him=)
well,
as i was saying, this few days i've been trying to write some story
but really, i started on paragraph and gave up.
maybe too long nvr write stories le ba, really got no ling gan.
so, i pick up my chinese library books to do some serious readings.
(those english one are erh.. not very useful)
then, icame across this short story..
(i translated it into english because couldnt be bother to type chinese)
" Long ago, there was an angel named ANGELATIN(it sounds like that in chinese apparently) who came upon our world due to his broken wing. A little girl whose eyes are clear as water, found him, saved him and nursed him back to normal again. As the angel was about to depart this world, he asked the little girl: " What wish do you have?"
The little girl didnt ponder for very long , smiled and said : " I wish i could marry you, angel."
Twenty years later, Angelatin decided to find this little girl who saved him and hence came down to earth again.
However, no matter how he search the little town, he couldnt find her. Then, a man on the streets pointed to a building and said to him : " You can find her there."
The man tricked him.
It was a brothel he pointed to and all Angelatin found was a prostitute named Sorita.
SOrita asked the angel to stay and he agreed.
After sometime, someone else told him that if he wanted to find the little girl, he could put up notices and pass out flyers so that by some luck, the girl may see it.
Writing notices and flyers requires pen but the angel knew nothing of the thing called "pen". Sorita then told him he could get a feather and dip the tip of the feather into ink and that would be his pen.
SO, deep into the night, the angel spread out his wings, bit his lips and pluck out a feather from his wings. It was painful, but he didnt mind. That night, he worte many flyers and notices.
However, the next morning, just as he wanted to write more notices, he realised his feather was gone.
Sorita then informed him that the feather was so beautiful she sold it and got 10 dollars in return.
The angel was angry but there was nothing he could do. Again, that night, he pluck another feather from his wings and continued to write his flyers.
Days passed, Angelatin would pluck out a feather at night and SOrita will sell it the very next day. The price of the feather went so high it reached 2000 dollars.
AT last,the angel had only one feather left. He was determine not to let the greedy and evil Sorita have this last feather and sell it.
Thus, he ran away. But, he could fly. EVen though he is an angel, he could no longer return to heaven anymore.
After a very long time, someone in a flowershop spoke about the angel.
He said that he found an angel lying dead in the forest nearby. The angel had wings but no feathers. Sorita was there too. Upon hearing this, she said carelessly: So? When i was five, i even rescued an angle and ask if i could marry him. when he left, i could see his huge wings spread out, snow white and full of beautiful feathers.."
The rest laughed at her because nobody believed what she said.
Sorita smiled faintly, her eyes flashed with a sense of reminiscence and clarity, just like the little girl's eyes, clear as water. But that was only for a split second.
" It's true.." She said in her heart.
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Sunday, December 09, 2007
omg.
i just realised that the previous post was the 300th post i made for this blog.
well, nothing really special but its amazing i've hit 300 so soon.
didnt really post a lot during sec 4 so i guess mostly were posted in sec 3 bah..
lol.
dun see why not.
lol. ytd was the first day at work at suntec.
and perhaps the last.
okay,
i know everyone is talking to me about perserverance
blah blah blah
but really, i just dont want to embarrass myself in front of the guest
by spilling soup all over their faces or tangle their hair with hong kong noodles..
yeah.
i can barely lift my hands long enough to wash my face ytd night..
talk about carrying a 5kg worth of dish!
and sadly, i sprained my leg.
yes, not ankle, leg.
well, maybe i accidentally tugged too hard on my nerve or sth.
dunno. just hurts a lot when i walk.
all i can say,
is that money is not easy to earn.
really not easy.
AND, u have to really keep mum no matter how the person-in-charge orders u
or prevents u from visiting the loo.
zzz.. maybe my arm muscles arent really developed bah,
but brena is right, im definitely not suited for this job.
should probably go and search from some other jobs now.
=)
whew, now i feel as though i was back in ncc...
no, more like went through a whole week worth of NCC trainings.
haha.
didnt think i strained that much during ncc..
but anyway, just relieve they didnt ask mi to pay money just because i cant turn up for today. okay, maybe i was being irresponsible but really,
if i turn up and spill soup or bits of lemon chicken all over the carpet,
that would be even worse.
so...
yeap, i think that was SOME experience indeed..
haix, i love my mum and dad..
its kinda warm to listen to them laugh at mi and my silly happenings at the banquet..
no news means good news.
no job means good news too..
*hmmm.. i wonder why theophilia quited too..*
i just realised that the previous post was the 300th post i made for this blog.
well, nothing really special but its amazing i've hit 300 so soon.
didnt really post a lot during sec 4 so i guess mostly were posted in sec 3 bah..
lol.
dun see why not.
lol. ytd was the first day at work at suntec.
and perhaps the last.
okay,
i know everyone is talking to me about perserverance
blah blah blah
but really, i just dont want to embarrass myself in front of the guest
by spilling soup all over their faces or tangle their hair with hong kong noodles..
yeah.
i can barely lift my hands long enough to wash my face ytd night..
talk about carrying a 5kg worth of dish!
and sadly, i sprained my leg.
yes, not ankle, leg.
well, maybe i accidentally tugged too hard on my nerve or sth.
dunno. just hurts a lot when i walk.
all i can say,
is that money is not easy to earn.
really not easy.
AND, u have to really keep mum no matter how the person-in-charge orders u
or prevents u from visiting the loo.
zzz.. maybe my arm muscles arent really developed bah,
but brena is right, im definitely not suited for this job.
should probably go and search from some other jobs now.
=)
whew, now i feel as though i was back in ncc...
no, more like went through a whole week worth of NCC trainings.
haha.
didnt think i strained that much during ncc..
but anyway, just relieve they didnt ask mi to pay money just because i cant turn up for today. okay, maybe i was being irresponsible but really,
if i turn up and spill soup or bits of lemon chicken all over the carpet,
that would be even worse.
so...
yeap, i think that was SOME experience indeed..
haix, i love my mum and dad..
its kinda warm to listen to them laugh at mi and my silly happenings at the banquet..
no news means good news.
no job means good news too..
*hmmm.. i wonder why theophilia quited too..*
Thursday, December 06, 2007
as life gets sianer,
the SIAN goes to the library with her brother.
"listen to what i say or next time i wont ever bring u out again.."
"okay" *angelic smile*
the next minute.
george sprinting off to the busstop without an umbrella..
zoomm...
"wait wait!"
a poor sister following behind, struggling with her puny umbrella which refused to open itself.
like a snake, george bend and turned and ended up in the shelter, dry as a peanut.
the poor sister, still trying to catch up..
"splatter splitter.."
i guess she forgot that it was still pouring outside bah..
&that her umbrella is not working.
and she got drenched.
AND THEY HADNT EVEN BOARD THE BUS.
************************************
okay, it wasnt really that bad but going out with your little brother is.. interesting.
esp when ppl caught u in a video game shop.
hello?
i was really sticking out like a sore thumb amongst the
little boys huddling over a Xbox360.
sianx.
well, at least i got a lot of books now.
crap.
finished two books and realised they are basically about the same genre.
high school life.
one was called :"the fat girl"
ah, i told yawn i thought about the book liaox..
and she diaox mi.. or did she "haha" mi?
nvm. its a strange book about love being mixed up with power over somebody.
i sort of understand the feeling but i dun think anyone will do that to that extend hor?
whatever la.
starting on the thrid book.
hoping for sth better.
geez, i shud really choose my books carefully next time.
lalala...
off to planning my new story!
very long nvr write stories lerh!!!!!!!
the SIAN goes to the library with her brother.
"listen to what i say or next time i wont ever bring u out again.."
"okay" *angelic smile*
the next minute.
george sprinting off to the busstop without an umbrella..
zoomm...
"wait wait!"
a poor sister following behind, struggling with her puny umbrella which refused to open itself.
like a snake, george bend and turned and ended up in the shelter, dry as a peanut.
the poor sister, still trying to catch up..
"splatter splitter.."
i guess she forgot that it was still pouring outside bah..
&that her umbrella is not working.
and she got drenched.
AND THEY HADNT EVEN BOARD THE BUS.
************************************
okay, it wasnt really that bad but going out with your little brother is.. interesting.
esp when ppl caught u in a video game shop.
hello?
i was really sticking out like a sore thumb amongst the
little boys huddling over a Xbox360.
sianx.
well, at least i got a lot of books now.
crap.
finished two books and realised they are basically about the same genre.
high school life.
one was called :"the fat girl"
ah, i told yawn i thought about the book liaox..
and she diaox mi.. or did she "haha" mi?
nvm. its a strange book about love being mixed up with power over somebody.
i sort of understand the feeling but i dun think anyone will do that to that extend hor?
whatever la.
starting on the thrid book.
hoping for sth better.
geez, i shud really choose my books carefully next time.
lalala...
off to planning my new story!
very long nvr write stories lerh!!!!!!!
Monday, December 03, 2007
haix,
nvr go kbox today lo..
BUT, i did sth very meaningful!!!
i decided to become a jie pi.
(however i feel it will still take sometime to become lah. being jiepi needs skills
and the perserverance.. &passion..lol)
i was going to go online la, but somebody did sth to the com..
so..
i cleaned my room!!!
hah!
*donning a scarf and slapping on a face mask made of tissue n rubber bands*
i emptied all my drawers and started to use a toothbrush to scrub every corner of the furniture.
till now, haven finish yet..
lol.
mind you, i dun have much things but i do have a lot of furniture..
such as.. DRAWERS.
-_-
i love toothbrush!!!!
its like every gap and crack is totally removed of any dust particle leh!!!
wahhh... the whole set of drawers now look totally brand new..
and even mom is impressed!
=)))))
lalala~
oh, and went to suntec city yesterday with shen.
actually i was supposed to go with someone else..
but apparently i cannot make frens with ppl who cant stand arguments.
hmmm.. but i think its quite true la.
maybe the true frens are those who will apologise or accept apologies
but this dumbo doesnt seem to get that im lowering myself to save her face.
too bad then.
even shen keep reminding mi to remind her she must not live in that dillusionised world of hers..
its okay for mi anyway
cuz actually da shen had long ago agreed to go for church with mi le.
seriously, i even said sorry to her so that she could go to the church without
having to roll eyes at me or sth.
but, she refused.
maybe like what that pastor said ba, God didnt engineered for her to come.
haix,sad.
lol. then when shen and i reached suntec's eng wah cinema there,
we were busy thinking how mrs soh is going to bring us to the church
but it turned out that... the church is just next to the cinema!
i guess we are both very noob ba..
always have thinking that church services must be held in big old churches where the Dao Ming Si waited for San Cai..
that kind of thing.
in fact, the service was held in a very high tech manner indeed.
videos cameras rck music etc.
not to forget the chilling aircon.
&the audience was so overwhelming.
so many ppl!!!!!!
hahaa.. think i am really very noob bah..
yeah, noob and odd one out.
no, odd-two-out.
cuz everyone there were so engrossed in everything,
saying words at the right time and at the same time
while mi and shen just guai1 guai1 de sat there for the whole service.
hmmm.. it was quite an eye-opener for me,
someone who's nvr been to a church service.
im kind of excited to see the new church at one-north buena vista
cuz its said to hold about 5000 ppl per service.
SO BIG!!!!
da shen's bit diasppointed thou cuz nvr get to see the holy-holy church we see on tv
but that's okay.. cuz we can always visit it after it's finished with its construction work. haha but i doubt it will look like the old churches bah.
Anyway,
there are a lot of shops at suntec which i didnt realise the very last time i went with my parents.
we should go there more often!
haha, thanks shen for pei-ing mi..
and thanks for the funny youtube video.
george LOVES IT~~
lol.
oh, and stupid mx. sms mi when she's in china.
and i actually stupidly replied.
ddddddddd...
she dunno how much it cost to sms overseas meh????
haha, but forgive her la
since she say she's gotten mi my bdae present...
HAHAHAHAH...
*cant wait~~~*
hohohoho~
nvr go kbox today lo..
BUT, i did sth very meaningful!!!
i decided to become a jie pi.
(however i feel it will still take sometime to become lah. being jiepi needs skills
and the perserverance.. &passion..lol)
i was going to go online la, but somebody did sth to the com..
so..
i cleaned my room!!!
hah!
*donning a scarf and slapping on a face mask made of tissue n rubber bands*
i emptied all my drawers and started to use a toothbrush to scrub every corner of the furniture.
till now, haven finish yet..
lol.
mind you, i dun have much things but i do have a lot of furniture..
such as.. DRAWERS.
-_-
i love toothbrush!!!!
its like every gap and crack is totally removed of any dust particle leh!!!
wahhh... the whole set of drawers now look totally brand new..
and even mom is impressed!
=)))))
lalala~
oh, and went to suntec city yesterday with shen.
actually i was supposed to go with someone else..
but apparently i cannot make frens with ppl who cant stand arguments.
hmmm.. but i think its quite true la.
maybe the true frens are those who will apologise or accept apologies
but this dumbo doesnt seem to get that im lowering myself to save her face.
too bad then.
even shen keep reminding mi to remind her she must not live in that dillusionised world of hers..
its okay for mi anyway
cuz actually da shen had long ago agreed to go for church with mi le.
seriously, i even said sorry to her so that she could go to the church without
having to roll eyes at me or sth.
but, she refused.
maybe like what that pastor said ba, God didnt engineered for her to come.
haix,sad.
lol. then when shen and i reached suntec's eng wah cinema there,
we were busy thinking how mrs soh is going to bring us to the church
but it turned out that... the church is just next to the cinema!
i guess we are both very noob ba..
always have thinking that church services must be held in big old churches where the Dao Ming Si waited for San Cai..
that kind of thing.
in fact, the service was held in a very high tech manner indeed.
videos cameras rck music etc.
not to forget the chilling aircon.
&the audience was so overwhelming.
so many ppl!!!!!!
hahaa.. think i am really very noob bah..
yeah, noob and odd one out.
no, odd-two-out.
cuz everyone there were so engrossed in everything,
saying words at the right time and at the same time
while mi and shen just guai1 guai1 de sat there for the whole service.
hmmm.. it was quite an eye-opener for me,
someone who's nvr been to a church service.
im kind of excited to see the new church at one-north buena vista
cuz its said to hold about 5000 ppl per service.
SO BIG!!!!
da shen's bit diasppointed thou cuz nvr get to see the holy-holy church we see on tv
but that's okay.. cuz we can always visit it after it's finished with its construction work. haha but i doubt it will look like the old churches bah.
Anyway,
there are a lot of shops at suntec which i didnt realise the very last time i went with my parents.
we should go there more often!
haha, thanks shen for pei-ing mi..
and thanks for the funny youtube video.
george LOVES IT~~
lol.
oh, and stupid mx. sms mi when she's in china.
and i actually stupidly replied.
ddddddddd...
she dunno how much it cost to sms overseas meh????
haha, but forgive her la
since she say she's gotten mi my bdae present...
HAHAHAHAH...
*cant wait~~~*
hohohoho~
Saturday, December 01, 2007
haix, dunno what happened to me..
but after tossing and turning in bed for a very long while last night,
and then waking up to a fresh new morning,
i feel bad about what i said yesterday.
i guess i was just angry after looking at her post bah.
i guess i was angry because i dunt understand
why must she make it so obvious that she is suaning mi in her "7 besties post"
i just feel yuck-ed by it.
call mi hypocrite.. but i find u more so.
if u bu shuang mi then say la.
haix, but i just wanna say.. my words may be a bit harsh..
and i dun really feel that angry now.
thats mi.
it takes mi one day to hate this person,
and about one day to forget why i hate her/him so much.
hmmm...
ya, forgetful maybe?
i dun feel angry with u le *****(your name. not what u scolded mi)
maybe i just dun like making enemies with ppl bah.
hmmm..
the silly things ppl do when they are angry.
perhaps i should start telling myself to stay li zhi when i am mad.
sounds weird.=)
but after tossing and turning in bed for a very long while last night,
and then waking up to a fresh new morning,
i feel bad about what i said yesterday.
i guess i was just angry after looking at her post bah.
i guess i was angry because i dunt understand
why must she make it so obvious that she is suaning mi in her "7 besties post"
i just feel yuck-ed by it.
call mi hypocrite.. but i find u more so.
if u bu shuang mi then say la.
haix, but i just wanna say.. my words may be a bit harsh..
and i dun really feel that angry now.
thats mi.
it takes mi one day to hate this person,
and about one day to forget why i hate her/him so much.
hmmm...
ya, forgetful maybe?
i dun feel angry with u le *****(your name. not what u scolded mi)
maybe i just dun like making enemies with ppl bah.
hmmm..
the silly things ppl do when they are angry.
perhaps i should start telling myself to stay li zhi when i am mad.
sounds weird.=)